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Wednesday, September 2, 2009, 7:11 PM
49

It's been a while since i blogged.
I'm left with 49 days.
Prelims result was out last 2 weeks.
And i did fine, better than mid year.
However, it's still not enough to get into the course i want in poly.
Having second thoughts, i might really consider going to JC.
Reason being not because i want an Alevels Cert, but because i want to study psychology in uni.
However every choices got advantages and disadvantages.
Shall ponder about it after olevels.

Sometimes, i really wonder why people think i'm unable to achieve something.
I don't think i'm a failure.
I think i'm smart, honestly.
Just that this selective memory of mine has been a hindrance to whatever i do.
Yes, it's selective memory.
This tool is so powerful that it can become one weakness.
I can remember everything that seems to be so difficult.
But when i approach anything that is easy, i'm stuck with.
Or even forgetting what i'm suppose to do after a minute.
I really need the key to unleash my potential.
The key for me to succeed.
No matter how people critisize my work, trying to demoralise me, i had learnt to treat it as a motivation for me to succeed.

I really regret not preparing since the beginning of this year.
Now that i regret, it's a bit too late.
Hopefully all the obstacles would get out from my way, i just need to use more of my brain cells, i will succeed.
A month ago, i thought olevels is still far away.
Now that i think, it's just nearby the corridors.
I shall go study now!
Prelims 2 will start this friday.