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Tuesday, March 25, 2008, 7:26 PM
!@#$% those indians.....i wont forget their faces.She hate mi...doesn't she What mus i do to stop her frm hating mi and talk to mi instead? Monday, March 24, 2008, 8:09 PM
He had a bad feeling tat he had failed oral examinations jus now.He don't realise the attitude he gave to others and he's not feeling right today. He's the worst senior ever in band!! He's jus another failure like those people!! He failed to lead them well!! and he is me... but hav u ever wonder why did i do tat to u all...i jus do not want u all to be like me!!!!!!!!! Labels: FAILURE. Sunday, March 23, 2008, 10:17 PM
After what had happen jus now, i still couldnt erase it from my mind.Currently now im watching a very sad and touching movie from the star movie channel. The movie is called the fountain. Spent the wh0le afternoon watching 2 movies from the web too. The jumper & balls of fury. Its like so long alr then i watch balls of fury.hah Jumper was nt bad...alright. Tats h0w i spent my sunday today. 3 posts for today. Labels: 3 posts. 2:47 PM
Ok sth really really bad happen jus nw.It starts from this..... I was having dinner with my parents at a hawker and tat time i was coming back to the place where i sat after buying drinks. So after i removed the drinks i left the tray on a empty table as an old man was clearing all the rubbish and leftovers. The old man immediately slammed the tray towards the ground and looked at mi. While looking at mi, he was cursing mi wif vulgars siaa and tried to hit me from behind. & so my father immediately when to confront him and the old man was like very not happy and wanted to fight.Now my uncle comes into the picture as he was the boss of one of the stalls.Both of my family members tried to talk properly to the old man but the old man insisted a fight. And in the end the old man was sacked and i was like no mood to eat alr. And after tat i came to realise from my uncle tat the old man is a old drunken. I kept on tinking tat is tis my fault?? But i jus couldnt find an answer. Because i always do tat after clearing everyting, and then because of tis the old man was sacked. But then also even if i do wrong, he don't even nee to use violent wad. Can anybody jus tell mi was i at fault????????????????????? I really nee someone to talk wif rite now. I FEELING REALLY GUILTY NOW!!!!!!!! Labels: GUILTY 2:24 PM
ohh.feel like writing a post now.And i hav been influenced by people in my section. Horoscope??Yeah it is. Scorpio : No matter how intense your emotions are, you can handle them! Do not be afraid of what your heart is feeling or fearing. Your own inner strength will enable you to step forward. Accept the challenge: It's time to be brutally honest with someone you love. Who? Why, yourself, silly bear. You can't hide from the truth about how you're feeling or what you want. You have to embrace your feelings and move forward. Share what you're feeling with the people you love. They will support you. Ok i can do it...i can handle my intense emotions!!!!! since i alr hav done it once. I really hope tat im able to split out everyting face to face wif her...but i cant. Sth is like stopping mi to do so...jus even saying hi to her is like a dam hard ting for mi. I want to do it. But so wad if im able to split out everyting to her, u tink she care??I don't know. And she might even hate me for life... I just only want tell her my feelings and what i want. *Shall update ltr. Labels: updating ltr. Saturday, March 22, 2008, 9:44 PM
Head is spinning rite now....okok shld be reaching sch at 6.30am today. So after wake up realise tat not enough time left, immediately clear everyting and went to take a cab to school. While waiting for the cab, thank god tat i saw wj and carmel in a cab and i was told to hop in. So we set up our instruments and off we headed to CCA branch. The field is like very small to mi even though it is bigger than our school's. Today's also a very very perfect day for me... as i was able to play pilatus completely for the first time....shiok?? Hopefully it can be better towards tis 20days. And also not forgetting tahir's speech to us and also the exagerating speech from Mr Poh. Yes i believe wt mr p0h say...there is a high possibility he is speaking the truth... as sth nearly like the same happen to mi too...but different case arr...his one is able to fly... mine different. After back headed to school and after lunch break, practise again............. Tired?? Yeah, i am feeling it now So and ends at 5 plus today and after band went to finalise our section t-shirts. Ok its finally done. && Yes i agree wif tis. Scorpio : A demanding person could test your patience -- you just have to grin and bear it. Not jus 1 person testing my patience today, but more than 3. Wahhh i was bloodly out of control jus now, nearly split vulgars at them. But luckily in the end, i still manage to control isn't it>? Tat people are just some riduculous smart ass... Some are even sacarstic enuf. Nvm, i jus hav to tolerate them no matter wt happens. -.- I'm tired and so i guess it shall be an end for today. Labels: tiring day Friday, March 21, 2008, 9:52 PM
alright spent the whole day at home to clear all my homeworks.Guess just left abit and im finally done with. SHIT SIAA!! tmr hav to wake up so early to go for band practice.....6.30am to reach school?!?! gg to CCA branch there to practise??Guess so. Ohhh ya...i now then realise sth tat i hav yet to done... Tat is to post about the new band uniform. The jump suit was perfectly great. & the full uniform suits mi perfectly great. COOL HUH?? (= Alright time for mi to slp, shall continue tmr. Labels: a day Monday, March 17, 2008, 8:51 PM
26 more days.A few more practise...we will striking on the field. Seriously i don't like this year formation and the music...to say it honestly... 2006 is still the best outdoor...great music...&& very challenging formation. Those days were really unforgetable.Everybody kept on pushing each other...and finally we made it. For this year, i guess no one knows how fast is 26 days.Some still do not even want to put in their best and some jus take it as a fun thing.Dissapointed?? I,myself sometimes do feel tis way too.Why??Because there is no one trying to motivate each other and..................................... aiya i jus don't know how to put my words.Pardon me If you think is there anyone alr put in all his effort, the answer is no. None had put their really really best...tat's a fact. Sth shld be really done...jus tat thing will make us all do their best.But what is tat something? I wonder. Labels: 26 more days. 8:10 PM
Listen to this............its really bloodly nice!!..........if u understand the music. Labels: listen to this.. Saturday, March 15, 2008, 8:10 PM
Band camp.Was veryVERY tiring compared to 2006. 2006 wasn't tat tough lorrz. OkOk after intese training, i guess we are just 3 steps ahead to the glory. - Perfection of gimmicks. - Hentak - and the formation's dressing. Tats all i guess. After everyting, ppl will realise tat its not the gl0ry and the medal but the hardwork each of us put.& yeah i believe so. And also i guess i just lost the ability to move my fingers freely like wad in the past i did. Sad?!?! Most of the holiday's assesments were finished.Just complete the chemistry project.Haizz....tiring siaa spent 1/1/2hrs doing it. Also just read others' blog and realise tat each ppl really have different kinds of life. Sad, Happy, Dissapointing, ................ They all still live perfectly meaning in they still live happily. Okie next month next month...............Other than SYF, also getting either a new MP3 or a new handphone.(= For whatever i do, why cant just you look in my eyes for once and try to understand me. Saturday, March 8, 2008, 8:53 PM
ermmm had band jus now.Tiring day as yesterday jus came back from sec3 camp and today was really a battle for mi. I tot i was going to die somehow jus now....but i didnt... After lunch break, did intensive trainings under the sun for hours - marching and formation. IT WAS BLOODY HOT MAN!!! the weather. I felt fainting under the hot sun....it was like too hot today alr. The part which i tot im dying is tat jus now had to run around the field(basking in the sun)...and while running, my heart was like suddenly stop for seconds....scary sehhh......and it was in pain until i had problems breathing luhh....at first wanted to fall out but then i didnt as i dn wanna to give up...i want to move on even i was at my last breath....tHEN NOW i didnt die....happy?? Im nt really looking forward for the outcoming band camp which is on monday to thurs. Bloody lots of homework and projects so i asked mr poh is i can bring in band camp to do...he say can but don;t know gt enough time to do and still gt lesssons on monday and tuesday. Alaamak what can i do siaa....life must still go on. && i have turn into a malay siaa......with sunburns in my body. Labels: alr look like a malay. Friday, March 7, 2008, 10:20 PM
Okie sec3 camp is over.At the camp site in malacca. The food we get in the camp is for dog eat one siaaa.....- plain rice and a very small piece of curry chicken only.Everybody pay $170+ for tis. Ok overall the camp was quite fun especially the obstacle training and the canopy walk. Obstacle training was like in the army tey do to challenge themself. Canopy walk i nearly shock to death siaa...while challenging myself to conquer my fear of heights i nealry die siaa...a monkey suddenly jump towards the rope and shake the whole bridge....Scary sehh. Oh ya have night walk too...exciting and thrilling...inside the jungle....lol - LOVE TIS & im really sry to make u cry by doing tat....it was due to my carelessness and my childishness.Im deeply very sorry...hope for ur forgiveness. And after 3 days, headed back to school at 7pm.waiting at the parade square to get back my report card and new timetable slot.After seeing the results, my eyes was as red as the marks. Tis were my worst of the worst results ever in my life......I HATE IT!! I swear im going to really study hard starting from tmr onwards......really i swear!! 4 things i learned in sec3 camp : - More towards of leadership and initiative.(my eng suks) - taking care of each other - Not to laugh or make silly comments when someone make mistakes - bravery(sort of) Labels: after sec3 camp. Tuesday, March 4, 2008, 6:48 PM
0kie sec3 camp is like tmr luhh.Jus pack finished and will be back on friday. Next week going to have another camp in sch - Band Camp!! Shld be a fun ting but everyting is spoiled when the teacher gave us a stack of hw. !@#$ the teacher luhh......its like tons. hOpefully able to bring some go there do. Sunday: When to jing yi's birthday with some band member...after tat jonathon went home first and we headed to arcarde.After arcade suppose to go home and during tis time sth interesting happened sehhh......we all pass tis shop and the uncle suddenly stared at elham's shoes and the other uncle stared at us and scolded elham VULGARS!!!!we were thinking what have we done tat the uncle said tat???We immediately went off or else some fights would hav started.Then headed to library and chat for awhile then went home. Labels: SEC 3 CAMP. |