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Saturday, January 3, 2009, 10:57 PM
dissapointed once again
Was kind of dissapointed of myself these past few days.I think i had lost my ability to play running notes very fast. Perhaps? Cant play the scale study from the I-recommend well. It's either the moving of my fingerings not fast or else i get the wrong pitch. Or maybe... It's because i cant sight-read low notes below the lines fast and well enough. I think im gonna focus on that part by sight-reading more kind of it, then practise the scale-study from very slow and gradually increase the speed of it. Will this make perfect? I just wonder. Sometimes, i do feel that others are underestimating my strengths. I just do not know how to put my words. Its like they people sometimes tend to focus on my weakness, than seeing my strengths. Well if only u all do understand. Its kind of sad when this happen to anyone of u people. It's very evil and bad for me to laugh at others when someone make mistakes. Take an incident from today's band prac. When we combined music in the hall for the orientation, trumpeters got scolding as they cant differentiate where is their right and their front. I was there laughing off. It's so bad to do so, but i really cant control myself. Their expressions after they make the mistakes was like "wtf what was he talking about?" hahaha. and obviously they cant differentiate their left and center for a long time lah. I swear its dam funny. But i too know how to control myself, when things tend to get even serious. Hmm... Band prac on monday. And im gonna spend my day studying and finishing my homework before monday. Like Shit. |