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Saturday, November 14, 2009, 7:30 PM
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2 more days
2 more days to english paper!Just came back from tuition. The tutor went through essay writting with me. The feedback was that i should write as simple as possible since im taking ordinary standard paper, rather than an essay filled with emotions. Sigh* I'm rather worried for my english and humanities. Though i did not do well for science practical on thursday, i believed that there's still a chance of getting A1 for it. Time to work even harder. But isn't that too late? Not much of a problem in theory, just that i need to ensure perfection in everything. Can i get a B3 for humanities? Possible, by getting full marks for SEQ on both electives. Which means memorising everyday. It is still a problem for me to get B4 for english, despite months of practise. Times passes really fast. In a blink of my eye, i'm taking o's and alr graduated. It seemed like yesterday was still a sec1. My results can bring me to a poly already. However, after much considerations, i realised poly isn't the cup of tea for me. Thus the plan had changed. Aiming to go to tpjc. If results are even better, mjc then. But with high aims and high expectations, it also means the stress would be even higher. Words like what if i cannot do it or what i fail to accomplish what i want came flashing in my head. Apart from going JC, i actually aims to get 4 distinctions - 3 1's and 1 2's. Somehow i believe i can do it, yet at the same time fearing i can't. No point thinking, i would say. Just give my best shot and live with no regrets. Time to study again! Tuesday, September 29, 2009, 8:55 PM
burned out!
This would probably be the last post till 11 Nov.Prelims 2 is over, Olevels is less than 3 weeks. I got 14 papers of stress. Basically i had improved tremendously in prelim2, compared with prelim1. Scored L1R4 = 13 points. Hmm...but im not satisfied with it. Take it for science. when i'm supposed to be A2 as the teacher had made an error in the marks. The teacher refused to give back those i deserved. Pathetic B3. For emaths, without those careless mistakes i had made, i should be getting 90/100. For amaths, i had underperformed for Paper1. Luckily i managed to cover it by getting 93/100 for paper2. For combined humans, it's still pathetic D7. However, my history improved from C6 to B4. But!!! SS deproved from D7 to F9. Can't believe it! I actually did so badly for SS though im a historian. Hopefully i can maintain my Aces. More improvements had to be made in order to achieve my goal. English and Humanities!! B3 PLEASEEEEEEE! I felt burned out. I think i need to slow down my paste to recover my health, the cells i had lost. Hopefully i can chiong at max power for the last 2 weeks. Wish me good luck! Friday, September 18, 2009, 10:53 AM
Double
It's just another few more weeks.Should i feel excited or should i panick? Within this 2 months of intensive studying, i feel that i did improve. So i estimated that if i continue working like how im doing now, i should be able to get L1R4 less than 15. Hmm...but i think there is no meaning to it. I feel like giving myself a challenge to get lesser than 10. Which means i need to work doubly hard. Sometimes i see people, who are not even smart, can easily become 8 pointers. What have they actually done? Did they practice all day long? Did they watch tv while they are free? But so what if they aren't smart? Their results had earned them a place in this society. Another concern is whether i should go JC or poly. JC seems to be very fun with challenging people around us. Poly seems to be very bored. Especially the limited courses. Can't they offer more courses that are interesting. But if i go JC, this means that i would not have enough time to pursue my dream. And by pursuing my dream, this means that i need money. In order for me to have money, i need to work after o'levels. This is like a linkage. I'm only left with amaths paper 2 for prelims 2. It was alright for english, emaths and science. I predicted that i would fail combined humans by getting a D7. CrapShit! Need to push to a B3 for o'levels as it's required for many courses in poly. But the way im studying is not effective. Is there any ways u guys would suggest in boosting my grades? My heart palpitates rapidly when i think about my amaths paper 1. Somehow the paper suppose to be easy...but when the teacher gave us the 2008 o's paper to do. I suddenly panicked. My mind blanked out. This weakness is killing me. Especially when i can get an A for Amaths, i screwed up paper 1. Hmmm... I must somehow make sure this won't happen to my paper 2. I had science paper 1 today It was from 8 to 9. Since the questions are 40 MCQ, we are allowed to go home after the paper. I should be doing well for chemistry this time, except for 3 questions which im not sure with. On the other hand, i wasted 1 mark on PHYISCS!! That question was so bloody simple la! Just add the 2 numbers they gave and that's the answer. But inside my heart, i thought, " How can it be so easy? Was it a trick question? " I was so afraid that it was a trick question. Hence when people do north, i do south. This means that instead of adding, i subtract it. Fuck! This bad habit of assuming things had killed me. Up to this point of time, i'm still crying for this 1 mark. Perhaps this 1 mark can give me a B3 or A2. Damn! Another thing which i heard about was that there is no prom night in our sch this year. That's a drastic change the principal had made. The only ceremony we have is graduation day. And on the graduation day, whereby the sec4s and 5s are seated in the hall, to watch a film. Part of it is my class. And i find it a mere stupidity, when the graduation day is before o'levels! Like WTF!! Wednesday, September 2, 2009, 7:11 PM
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It's been a while since i blogged.I'm left with 49 days. Prelims result was out last 2 weeks. And i did fine, better than mid year. However, it's still not enough to get into the course i want in poly. Having second thoughts, i might really consider going to JC. Reason being not because i want an Alevels Cert, but because i want to study psychology in uni. However every choices got advantages and disadvantages. Shall ponder about it after olevels. Sometimes, i really wonder why people think i'm unable to achieve something. I don't think i'm a failure. I think i'm smart, honestly. Just that this selective memory of mine has been a hindrance to whatever i do. Yes, it's selective memory. This tool is so powerful that it can become one weakness. I can remember everything that seems to be so difficult. But when i approach anything that is easy, i'm stuck with. Or even forgetting what i'm suppose to do after a minute. I really need the key to unleash my potential. The key for me to succeed. No matter how people critisize my work, trying to demoralise me, i had learnt to treat it as a motivation for me to succeed. I really regret not preparing since the beginning of this year. Now that i regret, it's a bit too late. Hopefully all the obstacles would get out from my way, i just need to use more of my brain cells, i will succeed. A month ago, i thought olevels is still far away. Now that i think, it's just nearby the corridors. I shall go study now! Prelims 2 will start this friday. Saturday, August 22, 2009, 12:04 PM
As time passes, the day becomes nearer.Every night, i had difficulty sleeping. Lying on the bed, looking up the ceiling, i began questioning myself. Have i done my best? It's only less than 50 days now. I felt rather demoralised upon knowing my MT results. I do not wish that to happen to my other subjects too. Having an aim to go to NP business studies with a cut-off point of 12 and below, can i do it? I do not deny the fact that i'm a slow learner, however once i mastered the skills, it will be close to perfection. But from now til o's, isit possible to get my 3 distinctions? I need to force out a B for my english as well, in order to make life easier. But afterall action speaks louder than words. Monday, August 3, 2009, 9:07 PM
2 more months
OMG!!U know what? I think i will a range of D7 to C5 for amaths. Sigh!! I'm rather confident that my Paper 1 will get around A2 to B3, despite the careless mistakes i make. Stupid!! However, Paper 2 was a massacre. It was a brutal rape for most of us. To my surprise, the top scorers in my class have difficulty doing it too. I think i will get F9 for paper 2 man! In my life, i have never ever done such a hard paper. It was certainly harder than O's standard. No choice, but to learn from the mistakes made. Hopefully can absorb everything when we get back next week. Another thing, I'm rather pissed with blogger. I can't post a damn picture. A PICTURE OF YUI! Arrggghh!! Anyway, from last week to this week, i had watched quite a lot of japan drama and movies. Two of the movies were Taiyou No Uta and Koizora. Very very touching and sad romance. Tears of emotion actually flowed out from my eyes while watching. SAD!! Also the japan drama i watched was called Hanazakari no Kimitachi. It was about high school life. Damn Hilarious! Laughed crazily while watching. Can't believe national day is just about 6 days away. Time really flies so fast. 2 more months to olevels. I supposed is either go for it or give up now. Go for it! Of course... But getting very nervous nowadays. And also, this means that chinese o'levels result will be out next week!!! Wahh~~~ Heart pumping rather fast and rapidly. Holyshit~~ |